My Head Pop Ups
Is your Head Pop Ups a Brain Popcorn or something?
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Early Morning Reflection
There are times that I don’t know how to proceed, don’t know if I should continue, don’t know where to start. I feel helpless.
As time passed, I managed to learn how to burn bridges, how to walk while having severely wounded legs, talk like nothing is happening. I mastered to conceal my usual self.
I’ve grown up. Is this where I wanna be? Well, I dunno. But I’m currently on a state of bliss.
Maybe.
Sometimes I wonder if I really grew up or I am still the old kid I once drew for my art teacher. Kid in the dark: A picture of loneliness, a picture of revenge, a picture of all the shittiness I have inside my head. That kid I once tried to forget somehow knows where the wound is and knows how to use blood to color things up. I don’t know if it’s a good thing or something but I think I want to meet him.
There are lots of things in my head right now. About the past. About how I should be in present time. Or what’s gonna be in the future. They just keep running. I’m feeling tired to keep up and figure things out. I’m starting to feel numb. I’m gonna stop for now. I’m gonna disconnect from everything and just reconnect when I can. I’m not gonna rush things. Maybe, just maybe, I’m gonna let things fall into its places.
All I know for now is I can’t help but be emotional.
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Throwback Sunday: The Magic Temple Kid
Hi.
I was one of the kids nga pala in a not so big movie years ago. It’s called Magic Temple. You may not know the name Peque Gallaga but he is quite a good director.
Just that.
No biggie.
Seriously.
Like, cross my heart.
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Free Download: C’est La Vie Mixtape
The Concept:
I had a lot of shit lately. Some were real stinky while some were simply, well, a shit. Just like what happened to me and a friend studying abroad. The late night talks, the memories… Things went south without me knowing about it. No goodbyes, no explanations. Just, shit.
Life is like that. So unpredictable and sometimes a pussy. Reason why people, especially the young ones, have to live life and be bold. It is never good to reach the finish line slowly only to be disappointed in the end. Be happy when you need to be and leave no room for loneliness. There is always another way you could take whenever you get derailed. That’s why I made this to turn things up if you’re feeling down or just in need for an inspiration or maybe a company. I remember how Frank Ocean’s “Fertilizer” lifts me up whenever I’m feeling down. Just a quick one but just singing the “bullshit” part of the song instantly sets my mood. Hope it works for you too!
The Tracklist:
First, I won’t apologize if I gave you a hard time checking out the tracks included in the mix above. I intended to do that. Crazy, right? Y’ know, come on! Mixtapes are best enjoyed with a bit of surprise. But if you’re such a party pooper, there’s a link below for a higher resolution of the back cover. I don’t know about you but I don’t wanna be tagged as one. Rest assured though that I put the sickest tracks I know that will fit for this mix. More about dancing in the fields barefoot while waiting for the unicorn ride! Oh, shooting stars also! Nah, just kidding! Scratch that. But just so you know, there’s also a hidden track!
The Artwork:
For the cover, I cropped an image from the photo I received from this certain friend and spiced it up a little. It’s like a piece of memory I know I’ll always have even things fucked up between us. Just that, no fuss.
I had a good time creating this and it’s very obvious with my selection of fun and mostly positive tracks. It’s just my way of saying even things get dirty you still have to move on coz after all… C’est la vie.
Links:
Download C’est La Vie Mixtape here.
See tracklisting in high resolution here.
Send your comments, suggestions or luvin’ here.
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This Is The Week Bitches Die
So today is absolutely the most boring day of the year for me. And, it’s only Monday. Gawd, I just hope this don’t stay for the whole week! To top that, the weather seems to be having fun having the Bitch All You Can attitude for today. And so I find this post to be fitting to fix my day right.
Ted, a film that stars Mark Wahlberg, Mila Kunis, and yeah, Seth Fucking MacFarlane, who voiced the title character, is set to be released this week and I really know that this is going to be a huge hit. Of course, I can’t be wrong with that. All the fuckeries in this film came from Seth. Yeah, Seth Fucking MacFarlane. Just him. With Fucking as your middle name, you surely have lots of fucks inside your mind. Anyway, even I don’t know yet when will this one be available for screening here in the Philippines, I’m just happy to know that, finally, this feature-length directorial debut of MacFarlane is making noise and making lots of Family Guy addicts, including me, so excited. Ditch your bitch ‘cause this is sure gonna be the best guy date for you and your guy bestfriend. So gay, isn’t it?
If you’re not buying my words, watch the restricTed trailer here.
Oh, crap! There goes the thunder again! Alright, thunder buddies, repeat after me:
“Fuck you thunder! You can suck my dick!”
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Bad Girls (Switch Remix): It’s Real War!
Just few days ago, M.I.A. dropped a bomb that features Missy Elliott and Rye Rye. And together they started a huge commotion.
The remix for the single Bad Girls sounds so great and so fresh that sometimes I wanna believe this is a new song. Missy Miss Elliott started her lines like an Asian villain boss stepping into a scene in a real cool manner. And we all know something bad is gonna happen. The main killer, M.I.A. attacks everyone with her sure hit weapon not stopping til everyone’s dead. This girl really knows what war is. Rye Rye, the new girl, seems like the type who doesn’t enjoy slowing it down. She wants it fast, baby! And yes, she’s seriously effective with it. And hey, I’m telling you, Ikhyd, M.I.A.’s son, has the potential to be a good assasin. You can hear him killing it throughout the song.
Bad Girls - The Remix out July 3rd on iTunes. Production from Switch, Danja, and Leo Justi with features from Missy Elliott, Rye Rye, and Azealia Banks. Limited edition gold usb necklace with all remixes, exclusive photos from the video and more available for pre-order: http://bit.ly/KikVnI
Live fast. Die young.
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Free Download: Tragic Story Mixtape
The Concept:
This is a story of a boy meets girl, but you should know upfront…
This is not a love story.
Sounds 500 Days Of Summer-esque? Not really.
Let’s drop the tear-jerking story. Now, add your crazy and suicide worthy experience. Don’t you fuckin’ dare add a fairytale here, buddy. Just your true story. There. That’s your story.
The Track List:
Includes eclectic mix of music. There are some girly tracks because you know, we listen to both sides. We’re not one sided here and it’s for us all to be entertained. Boys, just think of it like the girls are talking to you or explaining why she turned into a bitch. Kidding!
The Artwork:
It is undeniably a picture of loneliness. Just that. The image stands out itself that explaining why I’ve chosen this is such a waste of time. Such a great capture, by the way, by Shintaro Lopez. Thanks for letting me use this. So awesome you’re dripping with lots of it.
Links:
Download Tragic Story Mixtape here.
See original image here.
